Thanksgiving, and Hunter(:

It's almost Thanksgiving.  After Thanksgiving comes Christmas!  Then on to New Years!  I love the holiday season, but also despise it at the same time.  Everything gets really stressful, and people get mean.  I love spending time with certain members of my family, and I love to eat the wonderful meals my Mother, Grandmother, and I make.  I'm excited to go to my Grandma's on Christmas and Thanksgiving, and to spend time with those I love.  I cherish each moment I get to spend with my Grandma, and my Grandpa too!

Hunter is back.  This is something I'm very happy about.  I love this kid with everything I've got!  There's not many people in this world I can tolerate, but Hunter is one of them.  He's there when I need him, and even if I don't, he's still there.  He's been one of my best friends for a long time.  I've known Hunter since the 8th grade, and he's been my best friend ever since.  I care about him about as much as I care about Morgan.  I've known Hunter longer than I've known Morgan, and I've been friends with him longer too.(:
It's time for Chemistry./:

Penguin Love

Did you know that once a penguin finds a mate, they stay together for the rest of their lives?  I read this in a magazine the other day, and wondered how an animal so simple, could actually fall in love and stay in love.  It seems like an impossible task.  Usually, two humans fall in love, but eventually fall out of it.  There are cases in which they're like penguins and stay together, but it doesn't seem to happen very often anymore.  My grandparents on my mom's side have been together for a very long time, I believe it's over forty years at this point.  I don't see how anybody could stick with the same person for forty years, let alone ten!  Marriage is supposed to be for love, true love, not just plain old, 'I love you today, and we'll see about tomorrow.' That would be the love I've experienced, which is probably because I'm young and careless.  I would love to be in 'penguin' love... I just need someone, that would make it worthwhile, to be my penguin.

Thanksgiving Thankfulness...

here's many things I'm thankful for this year.  It's been eleven long months.  I've had friends come into my life, and walk out.  I'm thankful for those that have stuck with me.  My soccer team is one of the things I'm most thankful for.  Even though soccer is over,  There's a few girls that have become my best friends.  They're here for me when I need them, and they understand a lot of what I have to say.  I'm pretty sure if I needed them to cover for me, most of them would do it. 
I've fallen in love this year.  I'm still thankful for it, even though it ended terribly.  I had an experience like no other.  I experienced something few people get to.  I fell in love with a boy who loved me back.  A boy that cared for me, and still does.  I care for him too, but I've learned my lesson.  Don't fight with fire, you'll only get burnt! 
Working at Hardee's has given me a sense of responsiblility, and the ability to deal with impossible customers.  For that, I'm thankful.  Life skills, taught in fast food, who would have known?
I am also very thankful for my family.  My Grandma is my hero.  She's always there when you need her, and she gives great advice.  She doesn't judge my decisions and she respects me for who I am.  Although my sister and I have had our differences, she's also one of those in my family that is there for me.  She sticks up for me when my backs against the wall, and she tries to reason with others when they start stuff.  My Aunt Heather is also someone I'm very thankful for.  I can tell her anything.  She has been in a lot of the same situations as me, and she gets it.  She's  very trustworthy, and she gives her honest opinion.

This is my Thanksgiving Thankful-ness.(:

Yet another driving Psycho....

My stories about my driving skill are probably the most epic events in my life.  On Saturday night, Morgan and I were driving to Washington, with Dana, Krystal, Chelsey, and Trevor driving behind us... I was behind a burgandy truck, that was going very slow.  I was kind of tail-gaiting, but not really.  He started break checking, and this angered me.. I didn't have a chance to pass yet, so I swerved all over the road behind him, I was very mad. he was honking, and so was I.  Finally, I pass him, and he lays on his horn, so I stick my hand out the window and flip him off...  Well, he starts riding my butt, and I just decide to drive faster, I went around a 90 degree turn at 40, and then stopped at shell to wait for my friends... Well, he pulled into shell trying to block me in... He failed... He gets out of his truck and starts screaming at me... I told him he was a creeper and he needed to leave.  He goes on to tell me that if I leave he's calling the cops.. My friends were there at this point and they were sitting in their car.  I wasn't really mad at this point, just kind of laughing at the guy.  As I go to leave, he says hit my truck, do it!  I miss it anyways, and he starts screaming "YOU'RE GOING TO JAIL!"  I get to the exit of shell, and all of the sudden get very angry.. I shut my car off, drop my phone, throw my keys at Dana's car and start walking towards the dude.  I'm screaming for him to get out of his truck, honestly I dont know what I was thinking.. He continues to drive away, phone in hand, and I'm screaming after him "Sir, get out of your truck."  I think I was going to kill him.... Haha, I was so angry. At this point everybody is screaming for me to get into my car, and that we need to leave town... So, we left.(:
Oh, and it didn't help that I was still in my halloween costume, a very short dress.... I looked pretty racy.

Letter of passion

Zane,
Stupid. That's all you are.  Incompentent, ignorant, pointless, and all around worthless.  It's all you'll ever be!!  I never thought it would be you. Tearing me down, ripping my heart to shreds, when I was at my lowest point.  it's unforgivable, and yet you still believe you have a shot at getting me back.  Putty in your dark, long, freakish hands, that's what you think of me! For so long I was, I was the one that always came back, the one that always begged for forgivness, not anymore. The tables are turned, and I'm in the fast lane.  I'm moving at maxiunm speeds, towards the sky, far away from your heartless grasp.  There's nothing more I want, than to believe you, to forget it all, to just pretend like it never happened and lay in your warm embrace once more.  This letter isn't exactly understandable, it's what I feel, and all I feel.  It's what I think about day to day, every minute of every waking hour!  You'll never know what it feels like to feel the pain I've endured, the pain that kept me up for hours, ripping into my once light, happy soul.  Fury, fury is most of what makes up my feelings for you. Love? Oh, it's there too, it's hibernating. Sleeping away, trying not to be found, trying to be unexposed  from anyones view who could use it against me.  Mostly you. If you only knew my true feelings for you, you could use it against me in the upmost horrible possible way. I let you past. Past the walls I so graciously built to keep you out, to keep anyone out!  Those walls were my safe-haven, my safety blanket, the only feeling of security I had left, and you took it.  That beautiful smile, those piercing eyes, the way you made me melt just by talking.  I guess what I'm trying to say is, yes I'll take you back... but then again, I won't.  It should be time to let go.  It should be time to move on, to say eff it, so I'll do it.... This my dear, is goodbye, so long, auf wierdersein, guten tag, or any other possible way there is to say goodbye. 

With love...

Riley Kohl<3